Rewriting My Thoughts
My previous entry was gone. Now its a second version for me.. Its really time to move on? There is still this question mark for me, which should have been removed.
HL: After watching the Hua Yang Shao Nan Shao Nu Show, i realised I was too worked up and deep on thinking I have been rejected, and quite sore with him, hence, not been talking to him even if sees him online. This has come to pass, I feel its perhaps not really an ending.. or maybe its a new episode for me.. whether or not its to move on, its up to fate.
Why do I want to start learning the song by jacky cheung and xu hui xin? Is it coz i want to still mesmerize him? Should not be. Main purpose is to find out why he likes the song so much and subconsiously, I’m still pinning on the slightest ray of hope to be with him. Such a weak thought!
HL: Ya, deep down, you wanted to sing the duet with him! Don’t try to delude yourself, its normal to be thinking about still being with him, afterall, you like the feeling of staying beside with him.
My thoughts on being in a "ai mei" and "xing fu xiao nu ren" for the past 4 - 5 mths.
I thought I was in love with someone (finally) who was worthwhile.
I thought I have found someone to spend my whole life with - still abit question mark when i type this.. actually im not sure too, coz he doesn’t gif me the feeling yet.
I see myself enjoying every moment with him. Seeing him brings sunshine to my life.
I just refused to wake up, till now. Whats the point of learning the song, knowing it will make you harder to forget him?
Is it a way of realising the pain and recovering? Maybe it is. So do you chose to ignore all the things that is unrelated or continue to stay in touch, brushing aside all "hou yi zheng" and taking things by their stride.
HL: When you like someone, naturally, you will like the feeling of presence with him. It is exactly the feeling of ambiguity that makes it more sweeter. The unspoken likeness for each other, its undeniable - you can feel it. Don’t be too hard on yourself~
Message from Elaine: You are a smart girl. You know what is good for you. Go girl go!
I still believe love at first sight, although I have never experienced that before.
Elaine: Wait.. what abt james? Isn’t it love at first sight for you at the ktv session?
Move on, even if you are not willing to. Time has the power to heal.
HL: Say its a choice by the two of you, time is the best proof of your love for each other.
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