Don’t Say Whocares When You Really Cares

I want to find someone who finds me a treasure, always make me very happy and best of all, admires me alot!  Haha.

He does not find me stupid and fierce at all.  Although I’m blurr, not so smart and quite fierce.

Btw, I recently met up with francis grp of frens.  Things have happened within the group, which I have totally no idea of.  Dare not ask francis coz he seems to be in really terrible mood. 

I will send him a birthday sms to greet him on his birthday.

A few things I feel sad about:

1) I realised i have already lost a friend the moment he walked off just like that.

2) He is no longer the happy francis i used to know.

3) We are not close anymore.

4) We may just turn into acquaintances gradually, those hi-bye ones.

Why must things turn out like this?  I hate to see conflicts and unhappiness to set off amongst a group.  Its so damned frustrating.  Street-smart liew ern actually suggested that probably francis was rejected by a girl in the group, that explains the reason for him alienating the group.  Unisex groups normally will break up just because some of the friends pair off as couples eventually.

Recently, I have converted to expressing my emotions through my voice.  Its very very touching for some, for me, I’m glad I have a blessed voice.

You can run but you can’t hide.  So, why not face if bravely?  Nothing can be so scary anyway.  Since we have already travelled till this far, there is no way to turn back anymore.  

Just walk away from the maze.

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I have finally cleared my yahoo mails to 0 today.  Its is not as clean as a speck of dust.  O mails totally.

Btw, i came across my own blog in our joint blog.  It wrote:  Break UP and Stand Up bravely.  That’s the way life should be.

I’m amazed by my own positive attitude.  So encouraging..  yeah, why should i be sad over francis?  No doubt, fools rush in, its time to let the river flow down to the sea. 

Friendship rocks.  May the days be as beautiful as before and unhappiness take a back seat and evaporates into the thin air.

All the best to my future and may i meet my mr right soon.

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