Updates for the past two weeks
A recap of what happened for the past two weeks.
Not much negativity, not much positive things have happened. On Friday 13, I went to KTV with my friends (cum colleagues). There were 4 of us - MZ, Jessica, JG and myself. In the first place, JG is not very keen to go after knowing there are only 3 of us. He relented after knowing Jessica decides to go.. Hence, she has saved the day..
During the ktv session, JG have unknowingly expressed his liking for MZ, which is totally so super obvious. Poor Jessica have to siam but no choice but to become the lamp-post. lol…
I shared a cab with Jessica and reached home rather early, around 12.30am.
I got a feeling that it was not a bad Friday 13 after all, coz we manage to have an enjoyable ktv session together. It is important to be sporty, as its not often all of us can come together to roar our lungs out.
I ought to improve myself. Seems like something is wrong with me for progressive interview failures. How come I’m not selected? Am I not motivated enough? Do I really portray as such a bad candidate choice? On the positive light, I did not enter in a wrong job yet, which I work just for a short stint. It is still not so bad staying with currently company la. Just bored. Very bored. So so so bored.
In my conversion of thoughts, money not spent will duefully be lost, no matter how much you try to save. So, I have decided not to be so thrifty and hard on myself.
The more you want something, the more you won’t get it. The last two interviews i went for, I did not really wish very much to get it, coz i dun really have a strong desire to be employed by the company. When in the end, I did not get any offers, which is bad, but also not so disappointed. Somehow, i got a strong feeling for the german mnc that its really their loss that they did not offer me the job. sign! i wish so badly for that job ;(
Actually.. I’m a hardworking employee worth hiring. *Chey.. trying to motivate myself albeit.* pls dun throw stones at me!
這樣下去不是辦法! Somebody, pls email me a motivational poem.. to gingershandy@yahoo.com.
..14072007..
Girl, don’t be disheartened by your failures.Although it is kinda LAO DIAO YA to say this, but it is very true, the lessons you learnt through failures are those that you will appreciate when you success one day. Try reviewing what you are lacking or ask a friend. At times, one cannot see her/his own faults, only others can see. Don’t be afraid to think that you are not good and still have room for improvement.
Comment by Carole — July 17, 2007 @ 10:32 am