Clearing up the mess @ company, my life, etc
I cocked up again on Friday, communicated the wrong info to my merchant. As a result, caused very unpleasant climate. Did not go comb raffles place at all. Was quite distracted. Since I am so distracted, why am I not working hard to look for a better job? This is not equal to running away from troubles. It is just a form of exit strategy. I seem quite prepared to leave without a job, join shake-leg club again. Hmm… if I were to do that, I would like to travel again 
Go somewhere island island, relax abit??
Jiecong told me not to contact him for the next one week, think we are going to spend time apart for the next few months. Maybe, meet each other like once a week? I am a bit reluctant to get back my free time now but it is very strange. I wanted to see more of him, but since he is busy, I will not bother him too much.
I will look hard for a next better job! Jia You, Huiling!
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