Three more weeks to my new job
Met Jenny on Fri to borrow the buddism book from her. It was a peaceful read for me. Sufferings are just temporary, caused mainly by the minds. The principles in the book seems very inspiring, but I could not remember all. However, it still can calm my frustrated heart. Jenny told me about her encounter with god, which seems more than a coincidence. God will in anyway, send messages to enlighten its’ followers.
Towards the start of Saturday, I was quite relax as din have to go help my merchant at marine parade, as they had enuff manpower to work that day. Supposed to go ECP for roller blading with wl and kc and by, but was cancelled due to a big rain. Had dinner instead at simei eastpoint wif wl. I started to feel abit unhappy with myself, just tat strange strange feeling of not able to share your thoughts wif your friends, and keeping it all to myself. I went home, started reading the buddism book, somehow makes myself feel better again.
Sunday morning, woke up with breakfast and watched tv. Started packing the chocolates for my colleagues. Have to bring them to work on Tuesday, which is my last day at work. Should be looking forward la..
Sunday evening, i started to be moody again. As usual. signz..
I din tarot reading for myself and for him. I realised that he could perhaps be able to learn and recover from this r/s to be a better person. I was rather consoled. Both of us drew the same card in the same position: The Justice. Meanings, An important decision hs been made. Or leaving coz of logical reasons; Or temporary separation from a partner, for the purpose of attaining peace and self reflection. It also means staying as friends after breakup.
While it started suddenly, it also ended suddenly. Causes and effect in action :p One more month to our one year anniversary.
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