No Present Without The Past
Everyone has a past. There won’t be a present without the past. As of now, i feel I have a sad past. Although not as sad as those drama-mama series, it is still considered sad. Only I can feel for myself. How long can i continue to feel sad? Definitely not forever. There is a limit to it. I have done whatever I can to make myself recover. I have scolded him for a period of time, i have hated him, i have fallen into despair myself, I have hated myself, I have find myself very stupid and weak. I wished him cursed the day he is borned. I have asked for him to be blessed. I was angry with myself and with him. I was everything I was not when I’m still with him. There isn’t any trace of integrity at all. As the old saying says, there is no use being sad. Sad also cannot bring the "dead" back to life.
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