Preventing A Potential Hearthache
I read the email my friend J sent me. He was quite upset to know that I have rejected his feelings directly, by denying a chance. I would also like to have someone to care for me and love me. But this is not a good time at all. There is no point for me to hold on to another person just to make myself feel desirable. It is very selfish. I think J would ignore me if he sees me. I am in his shoes too, so I understand. I replied his email, telling him that its for his own good and so that he can move on. Perhaps this is the same advice i should give to myself too. I like to move on too, no time limit, though. Anyway, it is equally upsetting when r/s matters are concerned. However, I feel now, it is more upsetting to have started and ended than never to have started at all. The impact of hurt is not so strong. I did it for his own good after all. What goes around, eventually comes around, this is what i honestly have always believed.
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