Outing with my Amex thai colleagues
They came to Singapore for a seminar and hence I am out to meet them for dinner and then drinks. It was very short but enjoyable. I managed to take the last train back. I very much wanted to tell panuwat what happened between me and that jerk but relented as it seems there are too many people around. I drank alot till i couldn’t walk straight to the toliet. My vision was blurred and i felt like floating. Its exactly the same thing as me and HP drinking at central many years ago. Just that i vomitted only one time, and its becoz i ate and drank too much. It was an enjoyable evening for me and them to hang out together. Although 10 mths is a short stint for me, I really really treasured their friendship. It is very very rare to have good colleagues cum outdoor buddies to hang out with. I hope they can enjoy themselves when in Singapore.
As for myself, I am still not happy with myself. Only a sentence can describe my feeling now: 這樣下去不是辦法! I must buck up and get out from the shit hole. I hope this is just a temporary phrase of my life. I have a scary thought just now. What if i meet another bad person like JC again? I would surely die one more time.
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